Monday, November 12, 2007
heyys everyone! `from nianz
hi all! i'm back! realised my last entry was pretty depressing. i'm here to proclaim God's goodness upon my life and share what faith and prayers can do!!
To cut everything short, that day i went out for cell group and service after my mum said she'll kick me out if i do, i went home fearfully but all ready to die for christ, she didn't kick me out. she wasn't even angry. Just feeling a little hopeless about me going to church. She was also quite happy cuz we had expensive fish to eat that day (my aunt gave it to her that day), so altogether it was really deliverance from the Lord. It can't be that my mum's kind to me, it really had to be the Lord, so praise Him!!
Ok ok, many heard I'm going to work but doesn't know what my kind of work is all about. LoL it's seriously hard to explain, but I hope you'll get it somehow. I have an aunt who had a job agent in the past and they had become real good friends. So I somehow gotten her to help me out this time, because time suddenly becomes more precious to me than in the past-so many things to do yet so little time. However, my results are not good, so by right I should study, and not work. Then again, building fund is coming/already here. I opted to work as a temporary instead of having a full-time job. Admin work, simple accounts, receptionist, or even a stand-in when people are on leave or MC. Don't know when I'll work that kind. Yea~
Recently I found out some health irregularities I have (it's personal, don't think I'm comfortable sharing it) and it struck me perhaps I might die soon. Haven't seen the doctor, waiting for a few more days to see if this continues. Have been praying too. Anyway, I realised that humans can die really easily. What would you do if tomorrow's your last day? Is there something you always wanted to do but always hold back due to fear/laziness? It's good to start doing it/planning to do it. It's no wonder people say "Live life as if you're going to die tomorrow". Hmm...
One more testimony before I sign off. Last week Rev Dr Ulf Ekman came. I had a warning from my dad to be home early for dinner, but I left late from service, at around 8. Was supposed to reach home latest before 9, because I was out the whole day. And so I prayed for the train to be coming in 2mins time the first glance I catch on the "panel". Well, the first glance I saw was 3mins, few seconds later it was 2min. So I caught the train. I prayed again, for the next train to come immediately when I reach Tanah Merah. It did!! Well, I tried dismissing it off as coincidence. Then God spoke, "How many times has this happened to you?" Two, including that day. The previous one was when I was rushing to church from school. Exactly the same thing happened. God makes cute miracles, and I thank Him that He's good, so good. He put me in E348.
Hope to hear from all of you out there!! =)
ZHINIAN
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